Ridley Ellis Nunn

by Dianna Davis
(Vian,Oklahoma)

A few hours old

A few hours old

Ridley, I can not even begin to wonder why you had to go through the medical problems that you did. I know it's not up to me to question God's motives,but I get so mad when I think about when you had the CDH, I think in the 4th month of mommy's pregnancy,even thought we were told that the fatality was 50% I never,never thought that we wouldn't bring you home.The day that you were born,I was so terrified! All of us were,but honey you held on until they got you to children's hospital,that alone was a great feat! Then the first time that I got to see you with your eyes open, I was so ecstatic!That gave me so much hope and assurance that you were coming home.I am so thankful now that daddy got the video of you looking around,trying to wave your arms and legs around,Oh sugar boy I miss you so much. I hate that you aren't hear anymore, I hate seeing the pain in your mommy and daddy's face when they think about you,but you did make a difference while you were here,little guy you brought a lot of people together that had been estranged for quite a while.It's so hard to believe that you weren't whole! All through mommy's pregnancy you were always kicking her and moving around, my gosh I had never seen a preg belly moving in those shapes before!You had my heart soon as I found out that you were here,and you took a big piece of my heart when you left little one.A friend told me that we all spend all of our lives trying to get into heaven, but with babies and kids it's a straight shot,Honey I hope that great grandma Laura and Great grampa JC are there holding you and playing with you.Ridley,my great,heroic grand baby I miss you so much! I think of you everyday,when sissy and brother are crawling around on me I want to cry because I was so looking forward to having all 3 of you crawling around on me and wresting.I try to not get so mad at God.honey tell him I am getting a little better but 17 days with you WAS NOT ENOUGH! I love you and will be a better person so I can be with you again in heaven. Love Grama.

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Apr 01, 2012
Missing you...
by: Dianna Davis

Ridley, your sister and brother just left, I get so sad when they leave,I keep thinking of you and wishing that you were here.Some times it's so hard to move on,but River and Raylen make it a little easier.I know that you are in a better place, I think that you are with your great grama and grampa,they are probably spoiling you rotten,It should have been me and gramps doing that!I worry about your mommy, most of the time her and daddy are okay,but I see the moments when they aren't and it makes my heart hurt so bad for all of us. I think about you everyday my little sugar boy,and it seems that I love you more every passing day. I love you and miss you my little sweet boy!

Mar 27, 2012
ridley ellis nunn
by: pat thomasville nc.

my heart goes out to you and your family. you will be in my prayers................... god bless you all..pat

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