R.I.P. Baby Elijah May17, 2010-May18,2010

by Carrie E. Hanlon
(Columbia, SC (Richland))

To my dear Elijah who never had a chance at life. I was 4 months pregnant with you. I was told all was well with you when I went to the doctors. I was put on bedrest with you for almost a wk. Then on may 17, 2010, my water broke and you didn't get a chance at life. I am so sorry. By the time I got to the hospital, there was blood everywhere. All I could do is say that I'm so sorry.

I asked if that was what I thought it was. The nurse looked at me and said,"I'm so sorry but it is what you think it is." So, I got sent to another hospital to get rechecked. The doctor came into the room and told me, "There's no fluid and no heartbeat. I'm sorry for your loss." I broke into tears. I thought I was in a nightmare.

Baby Elijah I am so sorry. I named my baby: Baby Elijah Cordell Hanlon. He looked so sweet and peaceful when I had delivered him. I know that you are with the angels Baby Elijah. I love you so much and can't wait to see you in Heaven one day.

Love always,
Mommmy

P.S. Don't take things for granted because if you do they will be gone and you'll be wishing for them back.