R.I.P I love you

by Holly
(New york)

My mom has gone through I don't even know how many miscarriages and only two they knew what sex they were. Now we me and my older sister ( I am a girl) still think about what life would be like if they were still alive. They were boys not twins but they were at least 2 years apart. Only one had a funeral the oldest was to small. They were named the oldest Alfred Urban after my parents grand-father the youngest Albert Raymond after my grand fathers. I know that I haven't met them but I can always feel their presents. I really wish they were still alive I have a lot of trouble with bullying and I wish I had someone strong and kind to stand up for me and support me. I know I have my sister but we don't connect that way but I still love her. I could never say anything like I'm doing now to my family. They wouldn't really understand my mom knows about the bullying I I'm not going in to the cutting and suicide I just want someone that I can about up to about this.

I miss them I would do anything to meet them. But the thing that is the most sad is knowing that my youngest brother was named after my late grand father me, my sister and my two brothers never got to meet. He died from a brain tumor in 1984 the year before my moms wedding he never got to walk her down the isle.

R.I.P Alfred, Albert and Pépé
I miss you

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