R.I.P.... MY SWEET ANGEL...(TAMMY 8/27/70-12/20/2008)
by Mike Stryker
Tammy was everything too me. Not one day went past that I didn't thank god and realize how lucky I was that our lives cross paths. We met in January of 1991 and from that moment on I knew she was special. We were married for 13 years(together for almost 18) She was my best friend, we were truly soul mates. Let me take a minute and tell you a little bit about her. Tammy was the kind of person who would help anyone at anytime. She was a hard working mother of two, who's love for her family was just endless. She was honest, faithful, a one of a kind women(that's why I'll never understand why it happen to her). She gave me two of the best kids a father could have and for, that I thank her from the bottom of my heart. Its been a little over three years since that horrible day in Dec. when Tammy had a massive heart attack, she was only 38. Its just not fair, she missed her daughters prom, her sons first high school baseball game,both of them getting their license, both graduations, her daughter starting college and so much more. Your not suppose to be at midlife at the age of 19. I'm trying my best to move on, but its so so hard. I love her and miss her terribly. This is by far the hardest thing I've every had to go thru ,I'm now 44 years old and I feel so lost and empty.The same thoughts keeps running thru my head over and over.... It wasn't suppose to be like this....Its not fair to the kids.... she never did anything to deserve this....What could I had done different.I'm so scared of the future without her, we had so many plans. I hope there's someone out there that can understand how I'm feeling.