Robert where are you?
by Robert's Ma
Is he in heaven? Did an all forgiving God let him in? I believe He did but is that faith or wishful thinking? Robert was in pain from two botched surgeries. Could no longer work or even walk around the block as he told me on the phone. He had worked at so many things from an early age and that was hard for him to take that he could no longer work. I was told his wife was seeking to divorce him, that he and his only son came to blows in an argument. It will be 2 yrs. on June 26 that he shot himself and ended all his pain and started mine. I know his life had become so terrible but what sent him over the edge that terrible day? Did his wife actually say she wanted a divorce? I need to know why (BESIDE THE PHYSICAL PAIN) he did that and where he is now. He was so handsome the most handsome of all my children his adult brothers and sister cry at the mere mention of his name. I have lost my will to live without my son. God, will You give me the peace of mind I asked you for so many times? Is he with you? Will we see him again?