I have read others blogs saying the eight month mark is brutal. I am seven and a half months down this road and brutal this time is. I have gone onto antidepressants and am now seeing a councilor. I am hoping this will help. I know that they can not take the pain away but it is a safe place to say what you feel, as everybody else expects you to carry on as normal, but what is normal in our situation. The emptiness that you carry with you all the time can be like a bottomless pit of blackness. I feel like a hamster running on an endless wheel.
Hugs to all on this site and may you all find peace tonight