Sad mom and wife.
My beautiful 24 year old was killed with a friend while walking her dog just before the worst of Hurricane Sandy hit. I tried to reach her for hours and worried she was hit by a tree but friends said the power was probably out and her cell died. In the morning the police came to notify me. It was the worst moment of my life. 4 months before, out of the blue, my husband of 35 years was diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer. we were trying to cope with that shock when my daughter died. My husband died a month later. I was on automatic pilot going through both funerals and trying to be there for my poor son.
Many people think I am doing better, that's becuase they dont know how much pain I am still in even though I tell them. I am so sad and lonely and in disbelief. I can't stop thinking about my poor daughter and what she is missing out on and how I will never share her wedding and children with her.