sam i found my mums body she was 41

by sam
(finedon)

Im 24 i found my mums body on new years day 2012.My mum (kate} had struggled with an alcohol problem for years before she died. Before she died me and my mum was arguing alot. It wasnt until she died i realised everything she had done for me over he years. I think about her every day. Me and my mum was close, like soulmates bless her spirit. I discovered her body on my own it was out of the blue. I never thought she would die at 41. I think about her every day. She was a kind soul in her prime and would do anything for anybody. Its always the nice ones that die young. Even though my family think she brought her death on herself, however i think she was ill and needed help. I tried to bring her back to life but it was too late. I blame myself in a way. I feel guilty for shoting at her every day. I went to see her body at the funeral directors, carried her coffin at the funeral spoke about her there. Ive done my best. Bless you mum i will never forget you your always held dear in my heart.xx

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Sep 22, 2012
She knows
by: Anonymous

I believe your mother knows just how much you love her. Alcoholism is a terrible disease and without professional help there is little hope for cure. She knows how much you love her.

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