I don't know if I have a right to be on this site or not but I feel I need some where to talk. I haven't experienced a death but I am going through the loss of someone I love very much.
He broke up with me a week before Christmas, the day we came back from a lovely weekend together. It was totally unexpected, as we had a deposit on a house together. I really thought he was the one.
I have two children and he was the only man I had let into their life since their dad 6 years ago. We got on so well, and I can't ever remember laughing so much and feeling so in tune with someone.
I miss him & love him so much but can't ever go back to that relationship, but my heart is still there. My friends don't want to know that I'm hurting, they are more focused on their anger towards him and think I'm better off. The others just don't want to know.
I apologize, I know my story is so trivial towards, others but the pain is so hard and prevalent and I don't see an end to it at the moment. I love him still but I am angry with him; also I just feel so lonely.