Sangi, why did you do this to us??

by Bala
(Pondicherry, India)

miss you sangi...

miss you sangi...

My sister (younger to me) died last week, she was post renal transplant patient, 7 years ago, the operation held, my mum donated her kidney, she was all fine and grew up as beautiful lady, it was a sudden death that happened, because of her less immune power she got affected tuberculosis from our neighbor, we all prayed, unknown face prayed for her recovery, but couldnt help, she born on 1st jan, she used to count from december for her birthday, now these days looks very horrible, i wish this could be just a nightmare and i wake up. i see no inspiration to and my sister were very close, we shared, fought, laughed, cried,argued, many more. anything to me, i can blindly count her in, but where is she now?? why did she leave me like this?? why god has chosen her to suffer? why didnt me?? she was beautiful from her soul, she made everyone to smile even though she was going through **ll. World has lost a beautiful soul. I miss you sangi, i love you so much than ever you could know.

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Dec 14, 2013
Doreen UK
by: Bala

Thank you so much,I am not living anymore, it just am exist in this really hurts to be in home where she is no more. it is like living in hell..burning, hurted, angry, disappointments and tears...this is not i wished for...

God Bless you..

Dec 06, 2013
Sangi, why did you do this to us??
by: Doreen UK

Bala I am sorry for your loss of your young sister Sangi. Death hurts so much and we often wonder why our loved one was taken and not us. My husband died 19 months ago of cancer and he worked hard all his life and was going to retire and live his life. He didn't get the chance. All of us wished we could have taken his place as he was a good man and kind to everyone. It is such a painful loss for all of us. I have 5 siblings and I would hate to lose any one of them. This is always a worry for me now also the thought of losing any one of my 3 Adult children. We all have a life span and don't know when our time of life will end. But till then we have no choice to bear the pain, work through our grief and love the ones we have left in our life. But we can't forget those memories of our loved one. We will have these forever. We have no control over our life or our death. This is in God's hands and we just have to let God heal us from our loss.

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