Santiago

by panni anna
(New york, NY)

It was a wirlwind when we met and ended just as crazy as it started.......we got together six years ago i was divorced with a three year old....he was fun and i thought that was all it would be....fun.....after a year of fun we began to get serious......and another year after that we had the most beautiful little boy bought a condo together and were happy.....until he began going out with his friends again looking for reasons to not be home....oww boy .....so i reached a point with two kids and a full time job and no support to sell the condo and tell him he needs to grow up and when he does his family will be here for him....he was 46 act like it please. So this past year has been good and bad he was coming back had some really good times......and then i get the call May 2011 he died.....a motorcycle accident that happened so quickly i really thought my heart stopped when i got the call....how can this be happening.....i was waiting for things to get better.......i am still in shock....we had problems yes...but now all the hope i had for us is gone.....i have two beautiful children one is 9 and the other is 3......thank god for them.....i love you santiago and wished so different for you......hope their is a heaven....and if their is please give us strength to handle the pain. I LOVE YOU