Scott Lansford...Aug 10,1977-May16, 2012
by Jamie Lansford
(Owensville, Missouri, USA)
Baby its been a little over 2 months since you have been gone. I miss you with all my heart and soul. I pray every-night for god to let me have you back, and to give e the strength to help me to be stronger for not only myself but our children. Lillian and Olivia miss you so much, and Jordan is turning into a video game junkie to try and cope with your passing. We all wish you were here back on earth with us. But I know in my heart that God has plans for you and that it was your time to go. Olivia's birthday is coming up she will be 2 years old. Then three days after her birthday will be yours. You will be 35 years old in less then 3 weeks. Sometimes I dont think I have the courage to go on, but I know that I have to because of our kids. I sometimes dont know if I'm coming or going and most mornings I dont want to get out of bed, but I know I have to. You were my rock and my protector Scott and I miss that, I'm so scared to take life head on because I don't have you to be behind me and support me. I do know that when I look into Lily and Olivia's faces I can see so much of you in them. Your pictures and text messages I look at and read everyday always put a smile on my face an joy in my heart. I know we had our ups and our downs, but in the end we were so much in love with each other that we couldn't go more then an hour without seeing or talking to each other. I miss you Scott Lansford...