SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY
by Karen Larsen
It has been two years since I lost my little Cookie. The pain is still with me. I feel her sometimes. I miss her all the time. I lit a candle this morning in memory of her, and the tears started to flow.
Nothing makes it easier on me.
Although she was ten, I did not personally have her for the full ten years. I was only lucky enough to have her for two. She was an amazing cat. She was playful and funny!! She was always licking me!!!
I still have on my phone on a video, and watch it every once in a while, and yes it does bring tears to my eyes. I will never give up this phone.
She wasn't sick for very long, but I knew the night she was going to die, I held her and kept her close. I told her how much I loved her and she purred to me.
I truly miss her so much. I don't believe she suffered much. But I wish I could take back some of the time I had with her and make it longer.
Alas, wishes sometimes do not come true.
I have moved on some what. But she is every where. I have her ashes on my bureau where I can see her every day. She is close by, and always in my heart.
I may have other animals in my life, but no other could compare to her.
My heart is still broken at this time, and I don't know if and when it ever will mend. All I know is that there will NEVER be another Cookie. I love her and miss her with all my heart.