seems like bad dream
i lost my mother, father, husband and three best friends in the past 3 years. sometimes it doesn't seem real. like a dream..a sad, terrible dream. I was there with my parents and husband and one of my friends. But I still cant get used to living without them. its surreal. I know they were here, I know they loved me and I love them. I have memories, lovely ones. But then theyre suddenly gone. My life changed in a heartbeat. How long does it take to get used to life without these people I love so much? I know now what the saying..love without end means. I will always love them. My grief is strong, but my love for them is stronger. I miss them indescribably, but I am so blessed to have had these remarkable people who loved me unconditionally. I need them to come back, I miss them so much. Where did they go? do they know im still here and I love them? will I ever see them again? im never leaving them once im with them again. EVER! never letting them go again. no sir. not a chance. God bless you all..