seventeen months and still struggling
Does it ever get any easier? I feel like I am living my life in a fog. My husband died seventeen months ago tomorrow. It was a sudden death. I wasn't even there. He just never came home that night. i can not get over it. I feel cheated. Our youngest of four children just went off to college. We were to be empty nesters...now I am the solo empty nester. I spent my life raising my children and then it was to be our time and then boom....I am alone. i can't help but feel sorry for myself. What did I do to deserve this?