She is gone
There is a hole in my heart, it doesn't fill up. It's been like that since my mother died. She died very suddenly of a stroke, in 14 days she was gone. I miss her so very much. Since I grew up, she was my friend. Because I traveled a lot when I was married, I lost all contact with friends I had made along the years, so she was the only one who knew me for what I really was. Now I have no one and don't feel like having anyone. I just don't. I wish it wasn't like that, but it is.