She left me

by Joe
(California)

My fiance Danielle walked out on me six months before our wedding. We had been together for over seven years, and I thought things had been going very well up to that point. We had been through the highs and lows together, just like all couples, and I was under the impression we had a great relationship. She was my best friend and I was looking forward to spending the rest of my life with her.

She decided one Sunday night that she was too young to be married and that our life together was no longer what she wanted. She walked out the door that very same night, and I haven't seen her since. I was left in that empty house for weeks before I decided to pack up my things and get out of there. I have tried talking to her a few times, mostly out of a desperate desire for some answers. She has inexplicably become hateful and rude toward me, as if I was the one that broke her heart.

I can easily say this is the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. The heartbreak would be enough, but it is surrounded by confusion and utter shock. There was no fight to set this off. I never cheated on her. She was the love of my life, and I treated her as such.

I can't stop thinking about her. I've had trouble eating and sleeping since it happened. When I finally am able to sleep, I dream of her coming back, saying that she made a mistake. I wake up with tears in my eyes and a crushing pain when I realize it was just a dream. The pain is so hard to get through. Sometimes it feels like it's never going to end.