She will be missed

by Nasia

I have lost my mummy on March 2012 from cancer. She was a fighter and battle with it for 21 years. When she was first diagnosed was 29 years old and I was 3 years old. Cancer came 6 times in her life and manage to won 5 of them. It being 6 months since she passes away and I feel lost, confused and my life is not same. I find it difficult to go back home where my mummy will not be there to talk to me and have a lovely chat. Miss her my life is not the same without her.

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Aug 27, 2012
She will be missed
by: Nasia

Dear Doreen U.K,
I am so sorry for you loss it must be also very difficult for you as well. I know what you mean not have anyone to talk to. My father work aways from home and I was alone with my mummy, she was the first person to see in the morning, talk ask about my day, never stop loving me even with the mistakes I make and the last person to see at night. I am still need time to adopt the new changes in my life, I feel scared and stay still rather than doing something. I feel blocked. I feel abadon and alone, I was expecting some kind of support rather than being alone. The house is so quied even the house phone stopped ringing. Friends and relatives are not close and the worst part I am being critised by every move I made. I wonder where are those people? why the house is empty? why noone visits or even make a call?

Aug 24, 2012
She will be missed
by: Doreen U.K.

Nassia I am sorry for your loss of your mother to cancer. It is a terrible disease. My husband died on 5th May 2012 of Lung Cancer. It just doesn't seem possible that the one's we love are no longer there in our world, to talk to and go places and just have a normal exchange. My husband only had 3yrs.39days as his cancer was inoperable, incurable, and aggressive. But to watch someone so ill for so long is not easy. You will have grown up with your mother always being ill fighting cancer. This won't have been an easy journey for you. You will grieve for some time. The emptiness and lonliness is difficult and I hope that you have family and friends to help support you at this difficult time.

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