sigh sigh again
Well another exciting Friday night...Not.
Rented Eat Pray Love and It will probably make me weepy like
P.S I Love You. Why do we do this to ourselves?
Watch chick flicks Love stories that are bogus? We had the genuine Real Love. Songs remind us of our Love what we had, what we lost. One begins to think that the songs played are directed to us with a message.
The hereafter, signs, quantum physics all designed to make us feel that we're not really alone.
I do think that they are looking out for us on our path towards the future. But doncha feel like some sort of puppet in our own life? It's like go go go...what now?
If the memories don't strangle you the lack of direction will. I am trying so hard to do more than exist.
He is not here to share to good and the bad with. I am lonely as hell but not enough to date. I need a balding gay guy between 40-60 to share some time with.
Sex needs to be taken out of the equation though god knows I miss it.
Well let me get started on dinner and a movie...Alone.