My brother died April 3,2011 recently and I can't seem to get it together. i feel like my world is empty. It's unknown how he died , he was bypolar and he was so depressed and unhappy alot we spoke on the phone almost every day. I miss him so so much. I have three kids and my husband but I feel so alone and sick that he is gone. I find myself wanting to be with him because I feel he needs me. I want to be able to accept that he is in the Lord's hand and he is at peace I just don't feel that he is. He was not only my baby brother he was my best friend. My family feels that I need to move on it seems that I am angry and I just want to be left alone. what can I do? I want him back!