so sorry you too lost your child
his final resting place
I know all much all you mothers are suffering, when you finally lay downto rest, you again think of the child you lost and tears flow when you close your eyes. You want to believe so badly they are in a better place but you want to see them, agin, say things you wish you could. Look at their face and hug them....your life is different now and you would give anything to have them back in your life. The emptness is so unbearable, you will never be the same..Unless someone has lost a child they don't know how much you are still suffering. It doesn't matter if your child was newborn or a grown adult, the pain is such a constant..I had someone tell me because it has benn 390 days since my son died, I am crying for myself now, because he is home, I wish it was that simple, but it is not. Every day I try to be ok for my husband and other boys, but I am not ok and I just want to be with my son and have this suffering to stop. Things go ok for awhile and then your heart sinks agin and nothing really seems to matter anymore.This website helps sometimes but sometimes it brings me to tears to hear your stories of grief and loss and AO TRULY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS AND WILL PRAY FOR SOME PEACE AND COMFORT FOR YOU.
So now it is late andI will close my eyes and try to remember everything I can but each day seems to be harder somehow.....This is a tragedy now of us will ever get over.
I am sending you love and hugs.
We live in Utah, drove to California to put flowers and his grave last monday, first time we saw his name on his grave, that makes it pretty final
To lose your child is to lose your soul