So unexpected to lose my beautiful daddy

Words can not express what I feel right now. I was on the holiday of a life time and got 'the call' that made my world come tumbling down. 14th October 2012 was the worst day of my life and then I had to travel for 33 hours to be with my family.
The emotions are like a roller coaster and I still can not believe that he is gone! My mum seems to be coping but now I have had to return home and I am constantly worried that she is not really coping, or has not accepted it.
All I want to do is curl up in a ball and stay there until the pain goes away! My Dad was such a wonderful man who just passed away in his seems so unfair as he had so much to live for ...he was 58 ...he had no opportunity to fight it or to say goodbye ....he is not going to be there for all the important things in the future and I am so angry that the world could just take him away!!
I love you my beautiful are my shining star and the person I knew that I could always count on. As much as it pains me to say I hope you are watching over us and that you will continue to shine brightly from above xxxxx

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Nov 10, 2012
by: Anonymous

On September 1, 2012 I lost my Mom. I was on a trip 12 hours away. The longest drive ever. She went shopping, washed her car that day. She was fit, young, energetic and beautiflly awesome. For her to lay down for a quick rest and never wake up has been unacceptable to me. So I so feel your pain. My Mom was 65 and I am angry not to have her to share the next 20 years with. I know you feel the same. I pray for own comfort and healing. Sincerely!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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