Sorry About Last Night
Last night my husband got into a rather heated argument over our son who died June 6,2011, @ the age of 31. Today I totally regret the things I said to my husband, I really really do.I not sure what got hold of me, a rage that was totally uncalled for. Maybe it was a rage I've had pent up since we got the horrible news. I told my husband that our son told me many times that he thought that his Dad hated him. Unfortunately, this was a true statement. Over the years my husband and son were always at each other. Reality is they were very much alike, and maybe that was what caused the problems between them. Honestly I don't know, but I was always caught in the middle. I believe I hurt my husband. How selfish of me, how could I be so mean? I'm sorry Homer, I know your heart is broken too, maybe a little more than mine because of your relationship with our son. I'm Sorry!