by Catherine K
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I lost you forever on November 15th 2011 and it has been terrible without you. I have been feeling slightly better lately thanks to an antidepressant but it hit me again today that I will not be seeing you again or hearing your voice until we meet again in Heaven. I know you, our dear Stephen and Dad who died just two weeks after you are all together now and holding hands.
I have one child left now and she loved you too and misses you so much. She has lost a brother and a sister now and she was the baby of the family so she has to be really strong. The pain is terrible for us both.
In a couple of weeks we will have to go and pick out headstones for you and Dad and I know that will be so hard. I remember doing it for Stephen in 1997 and I never dreamed I would lose another child.
You were always so courageous and I honor you for that because of all you went through with your illness.
I look at your pictures every day and cannot believe how beautiful and happy you were but underneath was this awful depression. Now I know just how you felt because I have been feeling the same thing.
I wish time could turn back and I could change everything and make it all good for you.
Sleep peacefully, my precious girl. I will love you always.