I told a story on here before called "My Everything" about losing my mom on May 3rd, 2012. It was very unexpected, i thought this day will never come. If i did things differently, my mom would probably be here right now. I wish i could give her one last kiss and tell her i love her. This was my first death I've ever faced especially with someone so close to me. I wouldnt call my mother my bestfriend because we was close but WASNT AS close but i DEFINITELY loved her more than i loved myself. Tomorrow will be 5 months since the love of my life has left me on this earth alone and I still cry every other day and wish she would come back. If anyone can text me(617-858-4066)and give me a choice of words that will get me out this hole, please do, My name is Deja and i just feel like i have no one. So i would appreciate it if someone understands.