I have already told you of how I lost my beautiful son on December 27. 2010 to SADS. I have been asking for help with my grieving process from my family for the past year. So I finally sent my five brothers and sister a letter to step up and start helping. Two responded with very little and the other three did nothing. So I went home and asked them yesterday if they were going to respond to my letter and was told NOPE. I have a serious illness and was going to see if one of them could help me with my daughter who will be here without her brother or myself if my illness gets worse. I will heal myself just to protect my daughter. Also the person that I called Dad said I was not his for yelling at his sons. I will figure out how to get through the loss of my son and the rest of my family. I have decided on my long journey back I am going to try to make a change. Something that will make me feel fulfilled or happy instead of always helping family. Maybe school or a small business. I need to create my own happiness as I longer have a family to help.