Still miss u son

by Eba

Dear son ,i cannot forgive my self and wasnt sure when u asked me 2days before u died u wanted help for having detox from ur heroin addiction,,and I wasn't sure how serious is your problem ,,,I cried in silence I died loud ,I shouted out ur name ,sometimes I think 2die to join u 'but I don't believe if that would b a right way ,now I regret 4every thing and blame myself ,I again can't help it anymore so am asking all the parents 2 listen to there children seriously when they ask for hel,,,I missssssss y
U son so much and pleeeeeees do forgive me my love

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Mar 05, 2012
take courage your son is with god
by: Anonymous

I know its easy for me to tell you to take courage but believe me i understand your pain , my son is been gone for nearly 5 months now but i still have not got over it, i dont know what exactly happened to my son he had a heart attack, some say it was due to overdose of drugs but i really dont know sometimes i really go crazy and i feel like going near god and asking why my son he was my sweet baby, i miss him like crazy even though i have other kids i dont think i will get over it till i go near him one day. But till then i guess we have to carry on. Try to take one day at a time , i know even that one day is terrible sometimes.

Mar 03, 2012
Power of Prayer and Faith
by: Anonymous

You are not to blame for your son's death. Each of us as a mother has a need to fix our children. The truth is-we can't. Only God can do that. But we have to reach out to others, beyond ourselves and offer support.
Eba, I lost my daughter last February-a doctor made a horrible mistake and it cost her- her life. For a long time I couldn't understand why..and one day I realized it didn't matter if I understood. The only thing that matters is I believe. I believe my daughter is in the arms of her Heavenly Father and she will never hurt again. My prayer is that you will find peace in the midst of your grief and know the joy of God's grace and mercy. He holds your son lovingly in his arms. He soothes and comforts him because He understands your pain. He loves you and weeps with you. His love is beyond all explanation and crosses all barriers-faith, language, circumstance. HE LOVES without fail..let him love you, so you can honor your son's memory by reaching out to someone else in need and sharing His love.

Mar 03, 2012
I'm sorry for your loss
by: Anonymous

I'm sorry, I can feel the pain in your post. Your son knew you loved him and would not want you to be in pain or crying over him. Why these things happen we will never know because there are no answers. If not in counseling please seek someone to talk to, The compassionate friends is a good place to start, they are caring and have helped me deal with my grandsons tragic death. much love and hugs ann

Mar 03, 2012
its not your fault
by: Anonymous

please dont be hard on yourself Herion is a very nasty drug and parents dont realise how bad it really is u dont no if u did help him he might have relapsed and died later i have had a lot of friends die of a herion overdose its so hard its the drug not them its like the drug takes over them and they have no way out even when they have been off it for a long time they say i will just do it one more time and the one more time is the last time because they die because they think they can have the amount they use to have but they cant so that is y they overdose please dont beat yourself up be proud and think of all the good memories good luck thinking of you

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