still missing my son
It will 3 months on the 20th since my son decided to leave us. The pain is still more then anyone should ever have to endure, the hole in my heart is raw and bleeding. I have so many unanswered questions that will have to wait until my time comes & God answers them for me. I know that my son was very depressed but I find myself asking him WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?? Did you really think this would not affect us your parents, me your mom who gave you life? What about your sisters, your brother and most of all your 3 boys. Did you really think they would forget you?
We miss you so much, we know you are at peace, we know you are with your Heavenly Father, but you left your family broken, our lives have changed forever, our hearts are heavy and for first time in my life I truly know the meaning of that statement. Whether you realize it or not you were truly loved and you are painfully missed. I Love You Son.