I lost my wife of 28yrs.in Dec.2006. I still feel lost and trying to find out who I am without her. I want to move on, but just can't seem to get motivated. We knew she was going to die. We spoke to each other about it and she made me promise to find someone after she was gone. I have a great family, but it seems I'm stuck. And after four and a half years, I don't want to bring them down talking about how I still hurt. most days are good,but sometimes I feel like it was yesterday.I made a short video dedicated to her,and it made me feel better.