Sudden death of my husband. He was only 45 years old.
Three weeks ago, I lost my husband Tony. WE met when we were seventeen. The first time he saw me, he said to himself I would one day be his wife. I was his first love, and only love thereafter. He suffered a heart attack six years ago, and survived it. This time was different. Didn't even seem like a heart attack. After having dinner and making love, he told me he was feeling weird and to take him to the hospital. I did. He was speaking with me throughout the drive to the hospital, still not complaining of any pain. I left him in the emergency entrance, since he was able to walk and do everything perfectly fine. I went to park and went in to the hospital. No more than five minutes. When I walk in they have him on a stretcher and I see him take his last breath. I was not able to hold his hand, or say my last I love you. I feel I was cheated. I feel he left alone without me holding his hand. Everything was so sudden. I feel in shock, numb, empty. I miss him so much. He was only 45. Left five children and two grand kids behind. It hurts so much.