Suidice, Heartattack,Kidney Failure - 1 month time frame
(East Bethel, MN, USA)
Lost nephew Nick on his 25th birthday due to suicide. No note. No reason and I say no reason because life was on top for him. Promotion at work, wonderful new girlfriend, great friends, a new car, new home over looking river and he loved to fish, life was good. It just doesnt make sense.
The day after his funeral my sister (Nicks mother who lived across street from him) dies of a heart attack. 2 funerals in a week and half. Then we have to clean out there homes which was awful...
Im heartbroken devistated and lost.
Then my husbands grandmother just passed away last night from kidney failure. We live in MN and have to figure out a way to get him to CA and we are broke from having to drive back and forth to the other funerals and preparation for the funerals and cleaning out the homes which were over 2 hours away. I feel as if everyday Im going to receive news of another death. Im scared and lost. I dont feel like I can relate to anyone right now. A smile is fake, Im existing and doing the mundane things in life but am in a cloud full of pain.