survived my angelversary
It's been sooooooooooo long since I've been here. I lost my everything 3years ago the 23rd. This site saved my life..to all that were here 3 yrs ago thanks for everything. My computer crashed and I lost everything. Well I have gotten soooooo much better..taking it one second, one minute, one hour, one day at a time. And believe me this is the worst rollercoaster ride I have ever been on...it NEVER STOPS...I have finally met a very nice man...an understanding man. He made the 23rd bearable, I actually only broke down a few times that day and only for a few minutes. Then I would think Donna celebrate his life...not his death..he would hate that. He made me promise before he died that I would not mourn him forever, and believe me this is the hardest promise I've ever had to keep, but I'm giving it my best shot. To Hope both of you...if your still here...MANY MANY THANKS...I HOPE Y'ALL ARE DOING WELL? I wish everyone here the best. I still take things one day at a time...I probably always will. I'm soooooo glad to have made many friends and good acquaintances along not horrible journey which now binds us together...grief...the most horrible thing any living being should have to endure.