Sweet Baby Sister...Jillian......RIP
We called her
July 15, 2010 @9:35 PM We lost our baby sister, Jillian in a head-on tragic car accident, three days before her 27th birthday. The events of the night are unclear at this time, she was out with some friends earlier in the evening and she was supposed to be home at 9:00 on week nights or our father would lock her out.
She got to his house at about 9:20 or so and he wouldn't let her in. She called him on the phone and knocked on his window, desperate to get in, so mad and frustrated with this she left his house to go stay with a friend...she never made it. (Please do not feel pity for our father, he is an evil man and has been all our lives).
Her car crossed a double line and hit another head on; what is so odd is she never hit the brakes or tried to swerve her car to avoid the accident. My sister was a good driver and I don't understand what she was doing not to realize what was going on.
We miss her so much, it has been 3 weeks today and I am still trying to cope with this. Did I do enough for her, was I there like I should have been? I went back to school and always busy. I didn't feel like I was there enough and we hadn't talked in a while, I was going to call her on her birthday and I now see I waited too late.
Never wait to tell someone you love them or just to say hello because you may never get the chance otherwise. I know she is now resting peacefully and feels no more aggravation or hurt like she did here. I LOVE YOU BABY SISTER, I MISS YOU SO MUCH....................