Sweet John's mom again - 7 weeks
I have posted twice before since my first born son John died seven weeks ago. I have three other sons, a husband and grandchildren. Two days ago I gave away our puppy (we had her 3 months) because I just don't have the energy to play with her. I love her, but she deserves a happier home.
I went to work a week after he died, two jobs , to keep busy and pay for his funeral.
But yesterday, I was off, and my heart so much, I thought It was going to crack and I couldn't stop crying.I didn't know we could hurt this bad.
No one calls or really wants to talk about it anymore.So my question are does your heart ever stop hurting? When a day come where I don't think about it everyday? Is life really worth living? Will I ever sleep again? Please let me how you coped with losing your child. I need help doing this.