Sweet Tony gone almost a year...

by Carroll

I look for Tony everywhere. I look for him to pick me up from work. I look @ the people in the tunnel...wishing to see him walk up to me with his straw hat on and his sweet smile. I am with his granddaughter soon to be 9 every weekend...she is a joy. Thank you GOD for this kindness. I miss Tony more than words can convey. We were together 18 years. I miss his hands and his kisses and hugs. I talk to him all the time in my head and he talks to me. I feel he is still with me sometimes. I am trying to move on to honor him/us. I am sooo tired of being sad and want to laugh again. With GOD and Tony's help...perhaps I can do this thing. Tony sent me a wonderful dog/puppy to help fill the loneliness. Please all look to what you have and the small mercies to help get you through all this grieving struggle. I cried hard yesterday. I am exhausted from the saddness. I pray all the time for people around me and for strength to get thru each day. I was with him to the last breath...I never abandoned him. I was blessed to have him as my best friend and trusted him and felt so SAFE with him. Sweet love and peace to you in heaven Tony ...my heart...my love. Till we meet again.

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Mar 26, 2013
Sweet Tony gone almost a year.....
by: Doreen U.K.

Carol I am sorry for your loss of Tony the love of your life and precious husband of 18yrs. I am so happy you have a lovely 9yrs. old granddaughter to help ease your grief. YES! You are right we must look for all the little BLESSINGS! that come our way each day if we look for them. They are not hard to find and they are with us every day. WE take many of them for granted.
Grief wears one out and the sadness can go on for some time. None of us knows how this will affect our life in the days ahead. But we do know in time things will get better. You will learn to laugh again. Just like in life there is a balance of sorrow and Joy. God never gave us all Joy or all Sorrow. It is only in the next life where we are promised all Joy. No more Tears. No more Sorrow. No more Pain, and no more DEATH. Because all this will pass away. Now this should give us HOPE to go on each day in life. One day at a time. We can then Thank God when we get through that day. But whilst we live on planet earth we will have trials and tribulations.
Best wishes and thank you for your Post. It Blessed me.

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