Talking for the first time
Hey Im 19 years old this is the first time I actually can talk about this but 7 years ago I have lost my father he was blind and had to much operations it began to get so bad he had an heart attack on the 15th May 2005 5 days before his 55 birthday if you can do the math he was also born in the year 1950... I have no idea what it means but its sort of amazing for me... I miss my father very much everyday a little bit more I saw a photo of him the other day... I couldn't recognized him I felt so bad I couldn't believe it I feel so guilty when i forget about him and if I just go on with my life I know that is what he wants for me but still I cant help it... Today is the 15th May 2012 and I thought I would be strong enough... I miss you so much daddy...