Thanks, M0M

by Cynthia Marie Brannock
(Dover, DE)

It was the year 1985, Good Friday and had just given birth to my son such a joyful time in a woman's life. Two days later on Easter my beautifully Mother pasted away from cancer and was unable to attend her service. I was so heart broken and a mess, my Dad had to do everything because I'm an only child/adult now. He called me for weeks and told me he wanted to kill himself which put a huge burden on me because I had just given birth and had a husband and a 2 years old. We lived 3000 miles from my dad and was unable to fly then.
I'm now divorced my kids grown . My Dad pasted away 4 1/2 years ago. To make a long story short. The grief is so great at Easter time I just want to hide in a dark cave and just cry until I can't cry any more. With no brothers or sister I have no one to turn to. God just isn't there this time of year for me. Every where I turn it's Easter flowers, Easter candy, Easter dresses , Easter dinner, family time. I have no family. Easter on the web, tv,and paper. I just don't want to be reminded of the death of my Mother, there's no escape from it. I'm so lost without her and the grief I feel I can't put into words. My life changed and not for the best.
This picture is my MoM and dad.

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May 19, 2012
by: Anonymous

I lost my Mom too Feb 5th 2012, 9 days after she had become a grandmother. I am sorry for your loss and feel every bit of your pain. What a high and low.

I also lost my 1 grandmother in june, then my dog had to be put to sleep in December, then mom then grandfather subsequently 2 weeks after my mom died.

SOmetime i dont knwo why we have to suffer like this. but i do know one thing. we do have named angels and one day we will see each other again.

wishing you peace
jenn powers

Apr 06, 2012
Your daughter
by: Anonymous

I miss you both but at the same time you're together now R.I.P
I'll always remember the good times we shared. Thank you both for what you have given me in life and after death.
Love Ya both. Cindy X0X

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