Well here I go ~ over to family for Thanksgiving dinner without Billy. I'm trying to stay positive and remember the fun times we had but all I can think of is missing him. My heart aches and I just want to crawl into a hole and never come out ~ but I can't so Wish me luck ~
Well it in Dec 1 here is Australia - but I wish you well if you are still heading off for Thanksgiving - and if you have already been - hope all went well. We are all thinking of you, and others at this time of year.
Take care jules
The hard days ahead by:
Patricia,
I can honestly say I know what you mean. And that comes straight from the heart. As we all sit down with well meaning people family friends it still feels empty. Knowing that he would have sat in "that" chair would have liked this food and having previous Thanksgivings played in our head is almost more than we can bear.
Please read all the posts and know that you are not alone in these feelings that we all struggled through this day of thanks and all wondered what we are supposed to be thankful for. It is sooooo hard without out Loves. And as we carve out this new life and face more days ahead we will find a courage within that we didn't think ourselves capable of.
Please keep reading and take one breath at a time. HH
