OK! I am not sure how to explain this and I wouldn't say it to my close friends or family because they would think I didn't want them to come over anymore. But it is like when people come over and then they all leave, that feeling of aloneness again is so overwhelming. It is like you are put back in time a little where you have people around and things are semi-normal and then they all leave and you are thrust into the reality that you are alone- time after time. I am probably not explaining it very well but do you understand? Does anyone else go into a deep depression when people leave? Don't get me wrong-I love having people come over-I need for people to come over but then they leave, and sometimes I wish they had never come.