The Day "My" Angel Got Her Wings 7-1-85 to 3-2-13
by Anna Brewer
The way I feel about her
My first born,my first real true love.Even though I loved her father more than life itself, I found out when this precious child was born what the true meaning of love really was. I had already had 2 miscarriages and prayed to to overcome anything that would or could make me lose her. Then the day before my 21st birthday July 2nd 1985 she came ,the exact day she was suppose to. She was perfect in every way and oh so beautiful. God really blessed me that day in so many ways she was the idea "perfect" baby. She changed my life more than she could have possibly realized. I had her for 27 years and God saw how great her heart was and what a wonderful person she had become. She fought an addiction for at least 8 years and I mean fought it hard, but unfortunately the addiction won. The day I lost her will forever be burned into my memory. How can I possibly live without her? I don't want to but I know she would never want me to do anything other than somehow continue living. There's no way to put in words how awesome of a person she was, with a heart full of more compassion than most people will ever have in a lifetime. She did not see color or wealth everyone in her eyes were equal.She did have a tendency to give to the homeless whether it be to give them her last dollar or buying them something to eat or taking them to her house to feed them. She has come to me me several times and whatever we could scrounge together she would take to people. I as well as the world lost a beautiful soul that day. I guess God knew more than she or I and knew her place was to be in Heaven where finally she could rest and her addiction would never again win. I can't wait to see,hear,smell,touch and tell her I love her once again. He knew my daughter Angel had to come home to be one of his Angels.