The Dog's ball is in the toilet pipes
The dogs ball is stuck in the toilet and it will not come out,
The hurricane blew the storm door off of the house
The new cabinets came in for the kitchen , and I can't get them up the stairs
There is a tree that has fallen over the fence in the back.
I have a list. I always had a list, the thing was, I had John he would cock an eyebrow and off
He would go, to make sure that everything was taken care of.
He always made sure things were the way we needed them to be.
I never had to worry about things breaking
or doors getting ripped off in hurricanes.
I had John and he took care of me.
Then I would rub his back and make his favorite dinner, and cuddle and love him
And I took care of him.
Now I just have things that are broken, and a list
Of course the thing that is broken the worse is my heart, my soul, there is no list for that, there is no repair, there is just the endless pain of living without my John
I love you John, I always have, I always will, I miss you, I cannot do this without you.
One breath, one step, one day at a time.