The End Of My World
by Shimon Ohana
Almost 7 weeks ago I lost my dear mother.
She was my whole world, raising me and my 2 older sisters by her own.
I'm 35yo, not married and lived all my life with my mother who was also my best friend tho I have countless friends.
I wake up each day (after sleeping 1 hour at night) with a feeling I'm in a long nightmare that doesn't want
I still cry all the time and between the huge pain the
emptiness starts to crawl in.
I really have no idea how to live without my mother.
I can't stand the thought of not seeing her again, not laughing together, cooking every evening or watching movies at night.
She was only 60yo, it really hurts to think about how fast she passed away.
Everyone around me rushing me to end my grief, but how can I stop crying and hurting when I lost half of my soul?
I believe that time maybe will ease my pain a bit, but I also know that not all of us are strong enough to overcome the loss of our mother, Including me.