THE LOSS OF MY 2 MOTHERS THEY WERE MY WORLD

by SAM POSTON
(SHELBY NC)

MY NAME IS SAM POSTON I LOST THE LAST LITTLE BIT OF CLOSE FAMILY THAT I HAD IN 2010. MY AUNT WHO HAD ALWAYS BEEN LIKE A 2ND MOTHER TO ME ALL MY LIFE FROM BIRTH SHE NEVER HAD ANY CHILDREN SO I WAS LIKE HERS. SHE HAD DEMENTIA AND THE BEGINNING OF ALZHEIMER'S SHE WAS A WONDERFUL CHRISTIAN WOMAN HER NAME WAS CATHERINE NOLAN HAYES SHE PASSED AWAY ON MARCH 19TH 2010 AND MY MOTHER WHO WAS HER BABY SISTER WHO I HAD LIVED WITH ALL OF MY LIFE EMILY NOLAN POSTON SHE HAD LOU GEHRIG S DISEASE AND WAS IN A WHEEL CHAIR THE LAST 2 YEARS OF HER LIFE. I DID FOR BOTH OF THEM ALL MY LIFE EVEN BEFORE THEY GOT SICK MY AUNT DIDN'T DRIVE SO I WAS CONTINUALLY TAKING HER PLACES SUCH AS THE STORE OR WHEREVER SHE NEEDED TO GO. MY MOTHER EMILY NOLAN POSTON PASSED AWAY THE SAME YEAR ON JULY 14TH 2010. MY GRIEF IS STILL VERY STRONG. I MISS THEM BOTH SO SO SO SO SO MUCH AND I FEEL SO ALONE AND AM STILL GRIEVING. I WONDERED TODAY THE 17TH OF MARCH WHY I WAS FEELING WORSE THAN USUAL AND DEPRESSED AND I ALL OF THE SUDDEN REALIZED ITS 2 DAYS BEFORE THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY AUNTS DEATH ON MARCH 19TH 2010 I GUESS THATS WHY ITS HARDER RIGHT NOW. I FEEL SO LONELY AND ALONE THEY WERE THE 2 BEST CHRISTIAN LOVING KIND GOOD MOTHERS ANYONE COULD HAVE EVER ASKED FOR. TO BOTH OF THEM IN HEAVEN ABOVE I MISS YOU BOTH DEARLY AND LONG TO SEE YOU BOTH AGAIN AND I LOVE YOU BOTH WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL LOVE SAMMY

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Apr 16, 2013
Please call
by: Lynn

Hi Sam. Let us know how you are. Because we did not get to talk long last week, I was hoping you'd call back. I did what we discussed (immediately following our conversation). Are you still wanting to return home? I have no way to get to you except the # you called from, so I am worried about you. (Mobile phone still working?) I assume you are still working at the job you talked about. You should try to get transferred. There are open positions at that company, here in town. Call me.

Mar 18, 2013
The Loss of my 2 mothers they were my World
by: Doreen U.K.

Sam I am sorry for your loss of 2 women in your life who were your mother's. Oh how it hurts. You are probably feeling worse with grief now as it is so close to the day your mother died 17th March. My mother died 10 years ago on 20th March and I am feeling the sadness of this day approaching. I have just lost my husband 10 months ago to a deadly cancer and I am heartbroken in much the same way you are feeling also. I don't think it will ever get easier. It is only time that will allow us to live with this loss. Being a Christian has an advantage. Your mother's belief as a Christian will have given her the Hope of eternal life and you will see her and your aunt again. It is a very hard place to be right now for us. We can only hope we will get through each day with less pain.
May God comfort you and give you Peace in your life.

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