(The Loss of My Beautiful Son)
by Liz Philby
My Beautiful Son Adam
The worst moment of my life was being approached by two police officers on the 16th October 2009, I had booked a day off work to do some shopping, oddly I had switched my mobile phone off, so it was not until three hours later that I arrived home with the house phone ringing and lots of messages on the answer machine, as soon as I saw the police officers I knew this was something bad, my husband was in Spain so I was alone when the news that my son Adam had been killed in a car accident that morning on the way to college, from that moment my life had changed from the way I knew, I had to ring my husband and tell him that our son was dead. Adam had taken a corner too fast and lost control and hit a wooden fence, the car was perfect but a wooden stake had gone through the windscreen and into his chest, he died at the scene.
Adam had just reached his twentieth birthday on the 13th of October so his birthday cards were still around and his birthday cake, I had his washing on the line, this just did not seem real..
My husband and I will never recover from this, we live from day to day and socialise with the many friends that we have, yes we can laugh and have fun but we also cry as much.
The big saviour for me is that I have become very spiritual and regularly see a psychic medium, I have had so much contact with Adam and realise although his body is gone his spirit very much lives on, he can see everything that we do, he has also told me that one day when it is our turn to pass over that we will all meet again and realise why we were here to make this lifes jouney. He is very happy as all souls that pass are, they are all near you so talk to them and let them know how much you love them.
I do hope my story has helped.
Love and light to you all.