The Loss of my Husband
Dec. 11, 2010 has become the worst day of my life. My husband of 13 years at the age of 45 had a heart attack and left me alone. We have three children ages 12, 10, and 8. I still cannot believe he is gone, every night I pray so hard that this is all a nightmare and he wakes me up and I tell him about this horrible dream.
Mark was my soul mate and we did everything together I don’t know how to live without him. How can god take away my soul mate, lover and father to our children. Life sucks now, I walk around numb and people keep say it’s going to get better but I don’t think so, how could it when Mark is gone???