The love of my life
My fiancé and I have been together since I was 15. I am 24 now. I lost him on 4th of July last year in a horrible car wreck. We have a 4 year old son. We had been at a friends lake all day. It was getting late so I decided to take our son and head home. My fiancé was going to stay a little longer and then meet us at home. It wasn't 20 minutes after I got home and got our son in the bed that I received the most horrible phone call of my life. It was his mother and all she could say was he had been in a horrible accident and was being rushed tot he hospital. On the way to the hospital I found out that they were having trouble keeping him breathing. That's when I went numb. I couldn't think. I couldn't do anything. I knew something was horribly wrong when we got to the hospital before the ambulance. Once they got there we were pulled into a room where they asked us questions and to describe what he looked like. The nurse looked at us and said "the doctor is on the way in and he can explain and answer your questions". I wont go any further than that because I try to blur the rest out. But the whole way back to our house all I could think about was our poor little boy. He was only 3 and couldn't understand. He still doesn't. Now I am trying to get back on my feet and figure out how to get a house on my own so my son and I can try to be happy again. I still don't sleep well at night and often think I am in a horrible dream and just waiting on him to come home.