THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

by DARLENE LAVIGNE
(CLARKSVILLE TN)

THIS IS A MESSAGE AND A PRAYER

MY MESSAGE

DEAR GENE, YOU LEFT ME WITH MORE LOVE TO LAST ME A LIFE TIME.

YOU LEFT ME SOMETHING THAT EVERYONE IS SEARCHING FOR……AND FEW EVERY FIND.
THE ONE PERSON IN THE WORLD….WHO I WAS BORN TO LOVE FOREVER

BUT I FEEL I HAVE BEEN LOST……NO BEARINGS,NO COMPASS
I KEEP CRASHING IN TO THINGS,..A LITTLE CRAZY... I GUESS

I HAVE NEVER BEEN LOST BEFORE FORGIVE ME FOR BEING SO ANGRY WHEN YOU LEFT.

I STILL THINK THAT SOME MISTAKE HAS BEEN MAID…
AND I AM WAITING FOG GOD TO TAKE IT BACK.
BUT I AM DOING BETTER NOW, MY FRIENDS ARE HELPING ME
MOST OF ALL YOU, HELP ME
YOU CAME INTO MY DREAMS LAST NIGHT WITH THAT SMILE…
ALL I REAMER FROM THAT DREAM … IS A FELLING OF PEACE
I WOKE UP WITH THAT FELLING……
AND TRIED TO KEEP IT A LIVE FOR AS LONG AS I COULD.
I AM WRITING TO TELL YOU THAT I AM ON A JOURNEY TOWARD PEACE
AND TO TELL YOU THAT I AM SORRY ABOUT SO MANY THINGS
I AM SORRY THAT I DID NOT TAKE BETTER CARE OF YOU
I AM SORRY THAT I DID NOT TRY HARDER TO FIND THE WORDS….
TO TELL YOU HOW I WAS FELLING
I AM SORRY THAT I DID NOT APOLOGIZE MORE
I WAS TOO PROUD
I AM SORRY I DIDN'T BRING YOU MORE COMPLIMENTS
I AM SORRY I DID NOT GET TO BRING YOU HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL ONE MORE TIME
BUT MOST OF ALL I AM SORRY THAT I DID NOT HOLD ON TO YOU SO TIGHT THAT EVEN GOD COULD NOT COULD NOT HAVE PULL YOU AWAY.

MY PRAYER
MY PRAYER IS THAT EVEN THOUGH YOU HAD TO LEAVE
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE AT PEACE.
FOR IT WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN FAIR TO KEEP YOU HERE
FOR I KNOW NOW THAT YOU ARE PAIN FREE
SO LONG FOR NOW TILL WE MEAT AGAIN MAY YOU REST IN PEACE

FOREVER LOVE
DARLENE
~
DARLENE LAVIGNE,
CLARKSVILLE, Tennessee
November 29, 2011

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