The Only Dad I Had
My dad committed suicide on Sept 28th 2012. I found out the next day. My dad was abusive to my mom and had problems with his anger. He cheated on my mom & often beat his girlfriend. He talked so bad to me that his number got blocked from my phone & he has been arrested for DUI, domestic violence, & physical abuse, but I thought he was starting to change. It hurts, a lot, & now my little sister (who is 10) is once again suffering from depression. Even though my dad wasn’t perfect, i know he loved me, and he was my dad, he was the only Dad i had & the only Dad I wanted & I loved him a-lot and I don’t know how we will carry on without him, and I don’t know why he killed himself & it makes me wonder what I did wrong, makes me worry that his death was my fault, but I know it’s just grief talking & that God will bring my family through this.