The only love I'll ever want or need.
The last picture taken of us together, just months before he was murdered.
I am a 41 year old widow. I fell in love with my husband when I was just 2 months into my 18th birthday. He loved me so beautifully, so deeply and for 23 years I was blessed with his love, his laughter, his support and most of all our daughter who is now 21. Sadly he was murdered on his way home from working a 10 hour day in an apparent roadrage incident on Feb 6th 2013. Shot by a coward who waited in the shadows, snuck up behind him, then shot him when he wasn't looking and could not defend himself. Now I am left with a life I don't want, a future I haven't built, and my foundation has been ripped out from under my life. I haven't the slightest idea how I will ever move on, nor do I really have the want. But throwing in the towel isn't an option so here I am, lying flat on my back, in a 6 ft hole, but the dirt isn't over me yet, so this is my first move in my long hard attempt to get out of this hole, this darkness, this saddness, this lonely place that is now my life.
Thankfully the killer was arrested the next day for murder and has now been indited on First Degree Murder. And Because he is a coward, he has pled Not guilty so now I have years before I can really begin to truley heal.
I am so lost without my better half! I want him back! I need him in my life! God help me please!