THE ONLY MEMORY I HAVE LEFT OF MY BABY!!

by sophia
(belize)

I found out i was pregnant 26 February and i went to take an ultrasound on the 14 April and my baby's heart beat was 155bpm he was a healthy baby and i almost cried when i saw him sucking his finger, although i did not know at that time that he was a little boy.now i know for sure then that i would be a mother;i was so happy and i couldn't believe i was pregnant because my tummy was so flat and small.although i knew i was going to be a single parent still i cherished my little baby so much.i couldn't wait to have my baby and show him off to the world.The 12 July i went to take another ultrasound and i found out he was a little boy and i was so happy although my stomach wasn't feeling good after that last ultrasound. The day after i went to purchased his clothing and i was so happy with the clothes me and my mom picked out.every night from since the last ultrasound i looked at my baby clothes hugging them and imagining he is already wearing them.then every day i was getting some slit pain but i didn't pay any attention to it because i just wanted to stay home and hold my little baby clothes,but this one scary day when i got some serious pain and i was rushed to the hospital and my baby died; i almost died too.now i feel this pain in my heart i couldn't even explain to any one.My baby was 6months and 1week when my baby died as a still birth and all i have is his pictures that i took of him and his clothing still in my hands holding it every night. he died since 17/7/2011 and up to this day 12/ 12 /2011 i still love him so much and i miss him, he was my first son and i could never forget about him.


IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SON TYLER!!